Rachmaninoff Trio d-moll
Gewidmet ist das Stück dem Tod von Tchaikovsky, durch den Rachmaninoff tief getroffen war. Ein unglaubliches Stück.
Der Anfang ist hier:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DcSLHyR7zBk
Der zweite Teil (
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1nq9IzrNlwg) öffnet mir unerforschte emotionale Welten. Besser als ein Benutzer bei Youtube kann ich es nicht beschreiben:
"Up until a couple of months ago this was an unknown piece to me and I wasn't ready to REALLY listen at the time, so I set it as background music for the time being, doing something entirely different. Then this part came on and I swear it was as if Rachmaninov's cold, dead hands crashed through my chest, demanding attention, demanding I grieve with him. In a matter of measures I felt just as broken and desperate as he must have felt. I don't think I'd ever been moved like that before. Thank you."
Ein Zitat von Rachmaninoff, das alles sagt, wie schwer er es hatte, nach dem er seine Heimat verlassen hat:
"I feel like a ghost wandering in a world grown alien. I cannot cast out the old way of writing, and I cannot acquire the new. I have made intense efforts to feel the musical manner of today, but it will not come to me...I always feel that my own music and my reactions to all music remained spiritually the same, unendingly obedient in trying to create beauty...The new kind of music seems to come not from the heart but from the head. It composers think rather than feel. They have not the capacity to make their works exult...They meditate, protest, analyse, reason, calculate, and brood - but they do not exult."
Es hat mich irgendwie plötzlich unglaublich motiviert wieder mal was zu komponieren und es läuft sogar besser als ich dachte.
Grüße
